The concept of total surrender to God is not foreign to me. There are even books about it.  The practice is another thing.  I am constantly struggling with surrender.  Ceding complete control to Jesus would be exciting and radical for me, despite the fact that I live a more surrendered life today than ever.  Radical because there exist those scenarios where a little embellishment (translated lie) would do no apparent harm and save face.  I would have to say to people, ‘I am sorry, forgive me.  I did not do what you asked because I forgot the moment I left the room.’

Easy to say to your friend.  Easy to say to your boss?

I sense following Jesus radically would be a true adventure.  I have caught glimpses of this in some areas of my life and a life completely devoted to following Christ would surely be nothing less.  It would certainly be expensive for me as an individual.  My peers may label me and probably shun me from their networks (networks which are invaluable in business).

It is true.  God is not so concerned about my reputation as He is concerned about my character. If my desire is to be real deal I have to be willing to surrender my reputation and gain great character instead.